Saturday, January 30, 2016

sleeper on the downside

not sur e about how to do t he assigned job t hing...not sharing with new car/sound domicile
been out cleaning the front of the building, sweeping up mud (shoveling it)...putting away Christmas tree and photographs from previous years of photo displays...sun is staying steady...kind of wandering off into t he bliss of s unshine to investigate t he rest of the day...more or less...

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

legend of LarEthan

have to renew my thoughts on PL and LarEthan...tried to fall asleep thinking of it the other night and succeeded to the point of not thinking of it anymore except for now when a hamburger is more interesting (lunch time)...
Lar Ethan and LeeA I guess I have to give her a new name because LukeAs has taken that one (hence the pinworm epidemic...() clears throat
LarEthan and hmmmwell anyway the other person was me so I liked the name Shouter Minka when I was a teenager then I thought 'how stupid is that' and was embarassed and now I haven't thought about it enough to consider it for any purpose well...she had a name I thought it was Leia
probably is and he was LarEthan and he came from one planet now I forget that one hers/mine was Masspaqua Masspeiqua..that his I don't know does it matter?  they came together to forge the universal alliance because the trading worlds were warring and little did they know there was an organized bad guy .org big EEmperor who was waiting to sabotage the alliance I met LarEthan at the conference of the two main worlds that wanted this Masspeiqua and 'the other one'...LarEthan's planet...
he was the son of the r uling family and I was the daughter of Masspequat rulers (something like that)...we were both well educated I was a mathematician he was a naturalist he was a loin girder I was quite pretty but quite smart as well...smart is what we went for on Masspeiqua...
so we both come to this conference as represenattives of our worlds and we take one look at one another and that's it...boom chachacha...
and we tell each other right away, hey man, this is it dude...you make my night AND my day..
so we disucssed what to do about it and this took several days and we were holding the conference on a secondary world a natural world where only the animals lived and it had a structure to house our conference but otherwise was totally not builded up...so...several days of conference how to organize the federation...and then we're on a walk in a field...and we begin to kiss one another and we lie down in the grass and hold each other kissing and we experience the first orgasm together but it isn't penetration it's just the excitement of the moment...so we haven't breached the portals yet and he says that we should make a union before we go further and we both agree this is a good thing
so he prepares to return to Nol...something...I can't remember what I called it, it was an A drive floppy story at one point...he returns to his family home to get a ring to signify that we will be wed we don't call it that we call it a union and we do not see that our parents have devised this to seal the union that creates the federation...we just love each other meanwhile...while he is enroute to me with t his ring...the big E...destroys  his ship...and I am devastated although the federation is created and continues to grow till this day...I am heartbroken for a time but then I meet the Jedi knight that is a great leader in the Federation and I marry him instead...though my youth is devoted to the hours with LarEthan... I am able to find happiness with another...something like that...

Saturday, January 2, 2016

confusing issues of substantive articulation

joanna has left me a present at the visit center, along with all the books I loaned her or that she might have and evidently has finished with along with giving me a scarf and hat I've been moving the moldy hay to the low spots in the yard (back)...breathless with excitement over my landscaping effort, curious about having given the derelict my last twenty bucks for some roof attention and then..the car is messed up..I'm reluctant to pop in the new 30amp fuse that will perhaps get my heater motor running again, I shouldn't think there'd be a problem because it was repaired two years ago for about eight hundred dollars...anyways...taken a punch out of me having a disabled car...I am driving it from the house to the visit center where I am plugging away entertaining the roving few...a lady just in with car sic kness, kind of wanted to heave everywhere she did...and after the moldy hay what do you think?  that's what I think...kind of leery to get that going on...I guess they could import bobby smathers for the car repair but I don't think that's going to happen, I could wait till Monday and see if Gary F could have a look at it...he's song and danced me as bad as Fred Astaire about things motor I am reluctant to do this I could beg from JoAnn Willard, rightly so the corrective venture here would be listen to moldy Dylan Thomas who sat outside the visit center last night when I was walking the dogs didn't even get warmed up stayed in 'jerry's coat' all evening hovering over the      fire..which burned bright but wasn't that warm, still unraveling some pesky snarled yard another party rolls in and doesn't stop here it's from that book 'love medicine' by L erdich somewhere's around here that real name...the character Lipsha Murray who beats a different drum and talks resolutely about not knowing what he's really up to...that kind of thing...you know when you go down you want to go...meanwhile was hoping for a dose of what ails me. far as t hat goes water goes dangerously out of the radiator when the heater fan/motor isn't running
have put in the fuse, haven't not started the motor, keys still in the chair next to me under the lunch pail..where I've picked up another Twix to keep my nerves steady..this thing abou the mechanic well it unnerves me but it is what it is...I have a gift card from my son for fifty dollars that would help the mend but would be a small part of the cost of a new fan motor for t he beast..a better automobile is what I need I think but this one has been sturdy and reliable so far, I've been t hrough the 'catalog of husbands' and the only one not taken is actual r ussell himself...checked the radiator fluid wasn't draining away but t his heater fan issue escapes me..you'd want the kid to be right, no??
like I could pull all the weeds out of the garden fretting over what car repairs culd cost..and there goes Al Pelletier..late afternoon blushing from experience in nirvana...people out tooling
wanted to get down t he dirt and gritty there, couldn't work with the local fellas too bossy and irritating..kind of pushy mean don't know where their arse is headed sort of wastrel kind of nothingness t hat belies what curtain falls over it..so much to do, got a bit done today..planted the sprouting garlic, never found the cache
so I guess t hat would mean a thing or two...like the back hatch defroster fuse..a bit cold standing out there vacuuming and so on..if I have to take it to the shop I suppose I want to clean it up a bit...I think..like to know where the back end of the car f use panel is because defroster hasn't worked for almost a year and I think that's what it is..probably a lock on the website t hat spills out the  beans on the autoexecutor state I pilot...(and where's Joyce these days?)...so...somewhat between the spills of origin we have before us two vacuums from Kirby with all their parts and then some that have been dismantled before our very eyes as if we had any cause to wonder about that..I'd like to be specific..